Actually tare you should let go la
I know talking is easy but you have a darling who loves you very
much now and it's not fair to him if coz of the bastard ex you have
you take out on him.
Plus, why allow that bastard to wreck havoc in your life now by
making you miserable when he is already out of your life?
Just thank god that you are no longer stuck with him
i thot i did.. but the periodical moodswings is shit lor... i guess
tat comes from being abandoned, ignored and left stranded after
17yrs is hard to totally let go... tat's why i need the
closure...
i get depressed and pissed at myself being depressed... these
overflow out and 
is the 1st to kenna lor... yes i thank
god i'm no longer stuck with him and tat we dun have any
kids!!!!
